The thing
I most hate about myself is that I can’t just breathe.
I have to debate when to breathe, how long to breahte, how breathing will affect me.
Not necessarily “breathing” but, you get it.
I can’t just live. I have to dissect everything I do, everything I have, until it’s nothing. But that’s what I want, huh? No pain, quick and easy. Simple as that.
God, I strongly dislike myself.
